mmike,
Dont be so hard on yourself. Relax. The thing about bowling a sport or PBA shot league is that the lanes will point out your errors moreso than the THS will. Take advantage of that and learn what you have to correct. Do that and you will see improvement, especially when you go back to the THS.
It is you against the lanes (conditions), dont worry about what your opponents are doing - you cant do anything about that anyways.
Ok, if you look at my scores, you probably shouldnt listen to anything I have to say.
But, I find that each week I learn something new about either myself (game) or (playing) the lanes. So, I am happy about that, and I know I am going to improve.
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I am the SGT Schultz of bowling.
"I know nothing! I see nothing! NOTHING!"