Thanks for the comments guys, I don't try to rip the cover off the ball nor is that my attitude though. I was a baseball pitcher for a long time and threw pretty hard so its kind of translated into my bowling game with the forcing my back swing. My hitting of the ball and back swing are a lot less than three years ago where my back swing was forced even higher than in the videos of me now. My biggest problem is the back swing with trying to not force it, I also struggle a lot with a straight swing because I have shoulder problems stemming from subluxation in both my shoulders. My shoulder literally slides out of place on the way back and back into place on the way down.
I'd rather you hate me for everything I am, then have you love me for something that I'm not!!! 5FDP