" i bowl on medium-medium heavy conditions"
Combining a resin pearl, NO MATTER HOW STRONG, WITH THE ABOVE, is a match made in hell. Ain't gonna work, unless you have Robert Smith revs.
I'd go looking for a Special Agent, Passion, or similar ball if I were you. Give it up and get practical is my honest advice.
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"None are so blind as those who will not see."