In the end, all I am really looking for is a consistent, readable for me, ball reaction. I've only ever found one reactive ball that gave me that week in and week out, but as we all know, reactives don't last forever, and it "passed away" several years ago.
Yes, I believe my release is too strong, but I just cannot master a "weaker" release. I have my moments, but generally I throw 3-4-5 good shots, then I either get comfortable and "rip" one, or I over compensate and "dump" one off with nothing on it, and wash out.
And yes, I was trying to find something that would let me stay within my natural release and get the reaction I wanted, but the more I look, the more it sounds like I am what needs changing, not the equipment.
I may not be nearly as up on tech stuff as I once was, but I'm no fool either. I know enough to know that if I am not using resin, I am not maximizing my game.
Jesper Svenson uses urethane pretty much exclusively, but I don't pretend to be anywhere near him, yet I seem to have exceptional results with urethane that other people just don't seem to get unless they are using resin.