Hi Derek. Your English is fine. As a fellow lefty who had balls accidentally drilled right handed as a kid, I can only say it is a bit unusual and possibly weak layout, but without knowing your PAP and how you bowl, we will all be only guessing. We can't know. The people who tell you it's drilled for a righty do not know, and are saying it because the pin is right of the middle, but that means nothing because it's all based off your PAP, which we don't know. I can say that your ring finger looks to be longer than your middle, which is correct for a lefty. if I were to see a Pursuit drilled like that for me, it would be weak and only hook on dry backends. In my case, it would be because the Pursuit was more of an oiler and was burning up on my light oil condition. But, like all the others should say, I'm not watching you or know how you bowl. I've just had a similar experience and that's all I can offer. Hope that helps a little.