i too ask myself this all the time. In fact every year i say this was it. I always wind up back and usually hate myself for it,because i just dont seem to be getting it.
When I started it was with friends,the friends i started with are all well beyond me in average and ability. I am still stuck in the lucky night once and awhile mode. Now i usually go to a league and find a team with a spot and fill in but the friends hanging out is basically gone. The thrill of the lucky night is still nice and the occasional pot win is great,but i guess the reason i still bowl is that when i am not bowling i am lost. I miss it too much to let it go. The sounds ,the feeling of going for the big game and my incessant need to belong.
I will probably never bowl 800,or average over 205,but i cant say honestly that i can just give my equipment away and never bowl again. Acctually the thought of not bowling is frightening cause its really all i have left.
Bad knees, bad back,wrist and elbow. Most days now i cant even get my fingers in the ball,but for the notion that the next time i bowl i might shoot 300 or someone might hand me the money from the pot,i might even shoot a turkey in the 10th for the win on a 160 game. Might pick up the greek church or the 67 10. The feeling of the ball coming off your hand on what you know is a perfect shot. And for me the dream of one day being a killer,or having someone come up to me and say i remember when you told me... and it still works.
I still bowl because i love it. Its my crack and i haven't found anything to replace it. if i could bowl 7 days i would. So anybody know a good drill for the mutant or a new surface prep for my fast to make it less flippy on dry but less skiddy in oil hit me back when i get back from bowling.
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my style, the art of bowling without bowling