daiiawn,
I don't know whether you are joking or not, but it doesn't make any difference.
Just consider yourself blessed by whatever God(s) you believe in, that you do not have to do this, that you are not tortured by having to do this. This is a curse, having your fingers swell and shrink, as if by a freaking phase of the moon.
This is not a joke, by any stretch of the imagination.
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"Just because you can do something does not mean you should do it."