Ok so this time next week im hopping on a plane, flying to a different state, and trying out for the national youth team. A big deal for me. I potentially have a GOOD shot of making the team if i perform like i should. So i go out and get some training in today. 3rd game, RIP goes my thumb. Now i realise its a week away, but its going to put a stunt into my preperation. i have league next tuesday that i HAVE to bowl. I know my thumb, once it rips, i have to take time off for it to stop ripping every time i bowl.
So now instead of going down in good form and good health and having a real dash at the team, im going to be going down with no practice, a half ripped thumb that i will not be able to take my mind off cause i know its going to rip. Shall i send the congrats to the team now or later? I havnt given up, i have bowled with ripped thumbs before, but i cant play my A game cause i cant get my release consistent with it.
Ive been working to this since i started back and it was my goal to make it, and its the last year i can qualify for it, and now this. Im SO shattered. The moment i did it, i dropped a big F BOMB, bowled the last 6 frames left handed (i was on 220 pace before this) packed up and came home. WHY NOW?!?!
good luck and high scoring
matt