Its like this. Have got my first tournament for a few months coming this weekend, scratch event at the City Limits Bowl in Croydon, in the UK. 8 games qualifying, then cut to the top 32 for matchplay. Have never made the cut in one of these ranking events, but tend to do well in big events as a rule. But now, just a few days beforehand, I just feel very apathetic over going. Its all paid, and have got to go along, but I am just not feeling 'UP' for it. Am bowling well enough at the moment (652 in my house' scratch league on monday in a 20 - 0 win) but just not feeling pumped. Has anyone else ever had this happen to them? Any ideas how to get out of it?
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Reality Is.......Working out how to carry the 10, only to start leaving the 7.