As many of you know, I have been struggling with the exceptance of what this game has become. This year I did an experient that ruined my outlook on this game. I simply moved left, increased my rev rate, drilled up balls to match the condition and I was averaging 240 after 6 weeks and quit entirely. The previous year, I broke my bowling thumb in novemeber and never missed a week... I have to redrill all my equipement so that I could hold the ball for three games and I took lots of pain pills and still averaged in the 220's.
Perhaps I am an old man, with my best bowling years behind me and I simply want to have my cake and eat it to by desiring this game have integrity that the skills I developed are the primary factors. I guess only years from now looking back to this time will I know.
But I will tell you this, I love the competition and friendships that competition creates. The respect that the "good" bowlers had for each other developed over competitions is all gone. By that I mean, most bowlers in a tournament have a decent chance to win today despite there skills or experience. If a bowler matches up for 3-4-5 games in todays conditions its anyones game. There is not much respect when bowlers of clearly lessor skills who happen to have the correct ball in there hand consistantly win... when different bowlers win who do this in most events. For the bowlers of the skills to repeat, it is a joke and for the ones that win they think it is a joke to. The difference is between these jokes is that for the "skilled" its like why bother trying to beat our heads against the wall, and for the winner he is praising his new equipement and laughing that he just bought it and it gave him area and carry.
This is why I cant find a reason to bowl again. I used to love this sport (in the 80's) as I was honing some skill. Now, all i have to do, is drill up equipment, rev it up, move my feet left on THS and close my eyes... and using 5+ boards at my break point and hitting solidly in the pocket shot and shot. Sometimes I carry, sometimes I dont. And I take my turn at winning brackets and pots. If someone else has a better carry night or creats more area, its there night. It comes down to the bowling gods favoring people every night. And I simply cannot accept that.
Why bother bowling under those circumstances?
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